Sometimes there will be an urge to push it away
Push what you want so bad, away.
Not because now you don’t want it anymore
But because it’s overwhelming.
It’s overwhelming to know you can want something so much, again
An idea of ‘so much’ is scary.
You’ve lost your way and returned surprisingly sane once – from wanting something ‘so much’
So now gambling your sanity over the ‘so much’ feels like a waste.
One thought on “A Waste!”
Yes, it feels like a waste. I relate to this experience. But I just feel like, perhaps this time it’d be different… Doing the faith kinda thing, you know.